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Acceptance and Transition After an AxSpa Diagnosis

I am facilitating a course on lifestyle management for people living with long term conditions, with difficult life circumstances, and in need of support from peers and health coaches to set foot on a path to recovery.

When we talk about recovery we don’t mean finding a cure, but rather adapting our lifestyle to our new circumstances and needs. By attending such programs, we can build a toolkit to cope better, discover our strengths and develop our resilience so we can manage setbacks, and initiate change for a better future.

We are a team of health and wellbeing practitioners running these courses together with peer volunteers, to support people to help themselves, identify their hopes for a better life and start implement changes in a supportive, non-judgemental, warm environment. Attendees can share their story, exchange tips and insights. The group setting really works for some people whereas for others receiving individual support from a coach suits them better.

These courses benefit others and myself

Doing both the courses and the 1-2-1 consultations are inspiring and rewarding for me. My own health and wellbeing can benefit from that work. It makes me reflect on my own experience. By listening and supporting these people referred to our wellbeing service, I learn from others’ experiences and their ways to overcome challenges.

So starting a new course is exciting. The first session was about setting the scene for the ten weeks we are going to spend together. We talked about unhelpful ideas or beliefs we can have about our situations. We also exchanged on listening skills, how to apprehend life-changing events and find how we can transition.

The 7 stages of transition

Then we talked about the 7 stages of transition that we may go through, as a model to describe the different ways to react to a change. That made me think about how I went through the massive life-changing event I experienced when I got diagnosed with AxSpa. Here are some of my reflections for each stage of the transition.

Stage 1: Shock

Yes I was in shock after my physical breakdown, not able to think clearly or do anything. I was overwhelmed, barely functioning, surviving, and using the little energy and strengths I had to go to work and then go home.

Stage 2: Denial

I guess my repeated cycles of boom and bust, my attempts to live my life like I used to and convincing myself I could do it did look like a form of denial to me.

Stage 3: Depression

I experienced depression when I was diagnosed with AxSpa as I did not know how to cope with my symptoms. When I was not at work, I was at home, alone, feeling low. My social life went downhill and I needed a lot of sleep.

Stage 4: Acceptance

That step was hard for me, to let go of the past. It took me a long time and I did grief counseling which was helpful. I had to process things and see that I could adapt and get better to fully accept the change and take an active role in my recovery.

Stage 5: Finding out ways to cope

I have been doing that all along my journey living with AxSpa. I keep revisiting my ways to cope and see if I can improve them or find new ones. I find that exercise interesting, stimulating and it gives me hope and confidence that I can live better with my conditions.

Stage 6: Making sense of things

That is a work in progress for me. My diagnosis of AxSpa is HLA-b27 negative and radiographic negative. This is somehow challenging to fully make sense of what happened to me, to understand how I got those symptoms which impacted my life significantly.

Stage 7: Moving on

I am here and I am better! I have made significant changes in my life such as changing jobs, moving home, joining a support group, attending rehabilitation programs. I have moved on from my previous life to a new one I have designed to suit my needs. And I am very grateful to all the people I have met who have supported me in any way to make those vital changes.

How have you transitioned in your life after your diagnosis? Any particular stage of transition resonates with your experience? Please share below 😊

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