Hello all! I’ve just recently created a profile, and so happy I finally did. It’s been about a year since dx, currently on sulfasalazine and prn meloxicam. I’m 36 yrs. old, and most days, my pain is pretty debilitating. (Mostly lower back, neck and feet) I have little ones, so as much as rest is wanted, I’m not always able. Since November, my doctor has wanted me to try Xeljanz. I know I need something, as the sulf. isn’t really effective at all, but I’m so afraid of the side effects that come with these medications! I have a family history of leukemia already, and the thought of having to choose between [potential] cancer risks vs. spinal deformities is terrifying! I just wanted to reach out to see how others have made peace with their treatment choices and also, if anyone has any specific experience with taking Xeljanz. Thanks for the time, and for all of the information shared on this site!