Thanks for sharing your story and the encouragement. I feel so alone but keep on going (a Scottish trait from my mother, I think). You've really been through the war. I agree that it's time to find a different doctor. I thought I had found one yesterday after my PCP referred me to one of the only Rheumatologists in my area but I was wrong. The appointment lasted 3 hours and that was mostly waiting. I thought rigor mortis had set in. I found him to be silly and condescending. I'm a Clinical Medical Librarian (retired) and I expected to have a serious conversation with him but instead I saw a nurse practitioner and then the doctor. The NP was fine (although newly minted) but the doctor didn't take my answers to his few questions seriously. For example, he pronounced that I have "arthritis" and proceeded to talk about medication for Fibromyalgia. He as trying to force me to accept scripts for drugs that I have problems with (Gabapentin, extreme weight gain for which he said I could take one of the new weight loss drugs and two other drugs which cause me to faint). I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia at Georgetown U. Medical Center in 1998 by Dr. Daniel Clauw - a leading expert and researcher on Fibro. So, I was at the appointment for 3 hours, mostly waiting and turning stiffer and stiffer. I challenged him at every silly notion he purported. He didn't like that because he was clearly in charge. Oh well, I'm not living in the Washington, DC area anymore and I would have to travel a distance to get to a qualified doctor. I have some tough decisions to make but I know I can't remain as I am now. Something has to change. And, yes, I'll keep fighting. Thanks for listening! Gayle